Just not right now.

January 14, 2016

  A poem to express how unreal I'll be feeling these next few days as I grasp I lost an inspiration and friend today. A friend I never met (only in my dreams) but who changed my life.

  I'm going to be happy. I'm going to smile.
  I'm going to laugh. I'm going to live.
  I'm going to fake it for now. Things will get better.
  I will be happy. I will smile.
  I will laugh. I will live.
  I will fake it for now.                   Just not right now.