'Selfish sorry.'

October, 11, 2017


There's nothing for me to say.
I don't know how to make things better
Relying on time to drive the memory of me away.

We can't go on this trip together.
The effort is dragging me behind
How could I do this for-fucking-ever?

I become a person I don't recognize.
Voices make me angry
Forcing me to constantly apologize.

It's well past-due to catch your flight.
The alarm won't stop buzzing
Reminding you you're alive and alright.

This has been taken way too far.
Get on that plane at last
To find yourself another lonely star.

The whys still linger in my mind.
I can't control how I feel
The thoughts push and repeatedly grind.

Message once landed and taking your drag.
Yeah, I still have a heart
But one that journeys through life stag.

Don't think I'm not disappointed too.
I'm longing you were who I thought
So I’d be not as alone as you.




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