February 23rd, 2014Wow, it's almost March! 2014 has not been kind to me. I need to evaluate myself. I have a lot of goals I want to achieve, and I feel like I've lost myself since leaving college. I miss my friends. I miss the support from my professors. It's strange to not be able to talk to them everyday for advice.
I started this self portrait in the beginning on January, and I've finally sat down to finish it today. Since I've been in such a weird place and kind of lost myself, I need change: mentally, emotionally and physically. My outlook on life isn't what it used to be. Yeah, in this self portrait I am smiling and happy, and I think that's how a lot people see me. That's not how I've been feeling though, sadly.
I want to be that person people see, just like in this portrait of me. I don't know when I'll get there, but I'll be that girl and an even better version of her... eventually.
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